A year ago today, I was being told that the baby I was carrying wasn't "viable". I never in my life had heard crueler words. I knew today was going to be hard since it has only been a year. But in a cruel turn of events my dear cousin and his wife, had to face today what I faced last year. I don't know how much more cruel life can be. The fact that we are now intertwined forever losing beloved children, and the very fact it happened exactly one year later, is soo unnerving and numbing.
I am here on vacation trying to wrap my mind around not having a 6 month old baby to chase after, and to deal with my cousins having the very same problem.. Sometimes life is a cruel thing, and I know that it will get better, and the pain will be less, but I just wish that we could all have our angel babies.
You were never in my arms little one, but you are always in my heart..
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