One year later...........

A year ago today, I was being told that the baby I was carrying wasn't "viable". I never in my life had heard crueler words. I knew today was going to be hard since it has only been a year. But in a cruel turn of events my dear cousin and his wife, had to face today what I faced last year. I don't know how much more cruel life can be. The fact that we are now intertwined forever losing beloved children, and the very fact it happened exactly one year later, is soo unnerving and numbing.
I am here on vacation trying to wrap my mind around not having a 6 month old baby to chase after, and to deal with my cousins having the very same problem.. Sometimes life is a cruel thing, and I know that it will get better, and the pain will be less, but I just wish that we could all have our angel babies.
You were never in my arms little one, but you are always in my heart.. 

Happy Independence Day!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope everyone has a safe and happy 4th of July!! I also hope that everyone takes a moment, and remembers what today means. Our freedom is a right bequeathed to us, by our heavenly Father, and the founding fathers knew what that meant, and they secured our rights for us. Don't forget to thank a soldier when you see one too. They continually sacrifice their lives, and time with loved ones so we can continue to be free. We are a blessed nation because of their sacrifices.
God Bless The USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I pray you all have a wonderful Independence Day!!! God Bless!!